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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Kris-incomplete-honest-undone: Birthdays,Blogs & Brain Block

Kris-incomplete-honest-undone: Birthdays,Blogs & Brain Block: "· The obstacles of past scars can be overcome by present truths. Your deliverance will not start in your cir..."

Birthdays,Blogs & Brain Block

·                                 The obstacles of past scars can be overcome by present truths. Your deliverance will not start in your circumstances; it will always evolve out of your mentality. Whenever someone tells you what you can’t do or be, or what you can’t get or attain, then tell them, “I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me! I am a transformer!”~T.D. Jakes

Birthdays & Blogs & Brain Block
So this weekend was my birthday, I actually don’t mind birthdays at all- but this one I actually enjoyed for a change.
I treated myself to a hair cut which does not come easy for the likes of me, my husband and kids stayed at home while I was gone and cleaned it really well and baked a cake for me… very thoughtful.  I had a wonderful dinner w/ my family and my cousin who came to visit me and my oldest son actually didn’t have to work and was with us as well for the eve.  I have to say receiving birthday cards from my 22 yr old was the highlight for me- sounds strange I am sure but he has been away at college for the last several yrs and his words meant more then I can ever say.  I have had so many subjects on my mind over the last 3 days or so to blog about I have now gone into “fuzzy” mode.  If I were to write about my entire weekend and all that is on my mind it would first confirm that I am defiantly ADD and secondly make you all wonder if I was on medication- which I will then answer yes- and you would say.. Well, its not working very well is it??!!
I guess my mind never turns off… then add a Sunday sermon to that brain of mine and well we have a party-people!
So as I just vent for the eve- as I think about the week ahead of me, homeschooling, kids scheds, church scheds, medications to pick up for me and my autistic children- household chores I may or may not get done this week, bills to pay- Ponder on commitments I must keep and some I will dread.  Letters I would love to write and phone calls I don’t want to make at all… I am thankful for another birthday… I think about my Aunt Judy who would have had her birthday on November 11 and would have been about 64- she passed away  23 yrs ago from cancer and left 3 small children behind ( my cousin Sandi-mentioned above was 7 yrs old)~ she would of given anything to have one more yr with the “to do” list above.  She was a wonderful mother- opposite from her only sister.  When I sd HONEST.. I meant it. I will try to honor her with my thoughts this week as well as God.  As the week continues my mind will spin into more things to write about.. and until then~
What I do today is important, because I am exchanging a day of my life for it

Only time will tell if it was time well spent.